Cold Springs / Camp Sherman

Cold Springs / Camp Sherman
Winter Soltice 2013

Monday, January 5, 2015

Homelessness Is Not An Exclusive Club. All Are Welcome....





Homelessness is not an exclusive club.  All are welcome.  No one is exempt.  No one is turned away.

In my journey through homelessness, I came to realize that no amount of money, education, work history, friends, family, or material possessions could prevent homelessness.

I stayed at the Portland Rescue Mission during a portion of my journey.  In my opinion, they understand the causes of homelessness.  Causes of Homelessness

Before my own experience, I had preconceived notions of what caused homelessness.  My understanding was erroneous at best and very judgmental at worst.  I didn't think it would ever happen to me and while I was aware of the homeless population in Portland, I did my best to distant myself.  Fear kept me from learning more.

Once I became part of this group, I found myself opening up and I began conversations with people I met.  I have met a wide variety of people from all walks of life.  I have met medical professionals, corporate professionals, a physicist, an educator, restaurant workers, construction workers, transportation workers, veterans, students, mothers, daughters, sisters, fathers, brothers and more.  I used to think that laziness and a lack of motivation brought people to the streets.  There is no one reason.  Anything can and will contribute to bringing us to a different way of life.

Sometimes blessings come in disguise.

I have been truly blessed.  And I am grateful.


Sunday, January 4, 2015

LOVE



My word for 2015 is LOVE


After my year of Trust, I am ready.

Or, so I think.  It seems easy enough.  Yet, I have this feeling…..

After several “difficult” years I gave this year’s WORD a lot of pre-thought.  I chose LOVE under the assumption it would be easier than previous years.  However, I have discovered that LOVE is also connected to vulnerability.  Always a fun place to be.  Feeling one’s jugular exposed can be…well, awkward at best and terrifying at worst.  Exposure comes to mind.  Feeling naked and observed. 

I will not recant my new year’s declaration. 

Courage and perseverance win the day.


2014 In Review



Okay.  Wow.  What a ride.

TRUST was my word for the year.

There is a saying that goes...."be careful what you wish for."  Those words never rang truer for me than they did in 2014.

My journey is of posts to come, however, I did learn trust.

I spent 7 months homeless, living in shelters in downtown Portland.

On 12.12.14, two years to date of my spiritual awakening, I landed.  In my very own space.

My journey was hard and scary at times and yet most times I found it incredibly beautiful and I am so very grateful for my experiences this year.

More importantly, I met some amazing people that I would have otherwise never come in contact with.  I have a deeper understanding of not only myself but my world.

I am happier, healthier and clearer than I have ever been in my entire life.  And that’s not a dramatic statement.  That is fact.

Life is good.

Here is to 2015!!!!!


Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Sonnet I

A man hath given magic words that ripple

Spreading out immortal branches to sea

One wave of his ink wand makes all cripple

His wizardry surrendered to be free.

No spell could calm even the wildest wave

Only a magical song could tame water

Melodic chants that cause the swells to cave

Music which subdued chaos' sole daughter

O, singing siren that breaks free from chains!

Springing out of dark waters her voice rings

Grasping his whole heart where emptiness reigns

Held close to her shallow song his love springs

Bewitched he gave up his magic and art

But when the song ended he'd lost his heart

by Chantel Orr (beloved daughter)