It encompasses many aspects of my life. Community, Cooperation, Cohesiveness, Coordination.
I am also Calling in "The One".
Hear my call from far away..
Putting this out there feels very vulnerable. Like you, as my audience, can see my need. I feel a sense of shame and powerlessness in my stating my need. I believe that stems from old childhood wounds of not having my needs validated.
Despite the uncomfortableness of my exposure, I continue.
And how true is my need for a partner?
I don't need material security. I create my own and have from a very early age. I don't need companionship. I have a large circle of friends, support and community to draw upon if I ever feel lonely. I don't even need a sexual partner as I am always my own best lover.
So where does my need come from?
I want to look into my man's eyes and see my love reflected back to me. I want him to look in my eyes and see hinself reflected in my love.
Perhaps this more accurately describes what I seek:
Partnership (I found this at Facebook)
