I don't know that I ever really believed in this kind of thing....
I mean, I always kind of hoped for it.
I believed it...kind of...when others spoke of it.
I wanted to believe.
I've watched tons of movies and I've read tons of books on the subject.
I've had some kind of experiences... unexplainable....
But, on the morning of April 6, I had my very own experience that I can only conclude was my mother communicating with me.
The meaning of the communication eludes me, but that it was her is unmistakable.
Four days prior, I used the word "Stalwart" to describe her when I was in a therapy session.
The night of 4/5-4/6 I was unable to sleep. My body was vibrating intensely. It was like I was having an "upgrade" or something (spiritual ascension symptoms) and I tossed and turned most of the night. As I was unable to sleep, I was checking my email regularly on my phone, eagerly awaiting the newest GaiaPortal message. I was certain there would be a new one as the previous one had been sent on 3/31/15 and I felt it was overdue at this point. They seem to come about every 4 days or so. I had last checked at 3:33 am. At approximately 4:30am on 4/6/15, sure enough, a new message appeared.
That was the heading and first sentence. Even without my glasses on, I immediately could read the word Stalwart.
The word Stalwart is not a commonly used term these days. I was so intrigued, I ripped off my cpap mask and put my glasses on to read the entire message. I laid back down and said out loud..."I don't know"... Then, a neighbor's stereo went off....VERY LOUDLY...
FALLING FROM CLOUD 9
Katy Perry's "Wide Awake"
Just those portion of the lyrics.
Now my mother probably didn't know anything about Katy Perry while alive, but on the other side she would definitely know how much I adore her. What IS significant, is 1) the title of the song "Wide Awake" -which had metaphorical, esoterical and literal meaning TO ME and 2) the number 9 as my mother was born on January 9th and I was born on the March 18th which in numerology, 18 turns into a 9 and she knows *I* am into numbers and numerology. And the only portion of the lyric that was heard was Falling from Cloud 9. Then the music shut off just as suddenly as it came on. 9. She wanted me to hear 9.
My Sister also received a personalized communication. And my mother had told her that she would be contacting us after she passed. Done and done! Amazing.
Hi Mom!
I know you used to love playing your video games (Morrowind), I hope your reality is just like that! You will be having a grand time! I also hope I'm not making too much trouble for you! LOL! Though you may be enjoying yourself on that front too! Speaking of which...can you do me a favor perhaps? Can you speed up my waitlist so I can get into that studio apartment with my own bathroom real soon? I know YOU understand perfectly! Please and Thank you!
I will be listening for messages! I love you and miss you! <3<3<3 I know you are a big badass up there! Give 'em all "whatfor"! Then make all the troublemakers do your bidding! :):)
