Cold Springs / Camp Sherman

Cold Springs / Camp Sherman
Winter Soltice 2013

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Integration

As my journey unfolds, I have come across the idea of integration.  What does this mean to me and what is the role of integrity?

Integrity as Self-Integration

I am comprised of many different aspects, as we all are.

Part of me longs for security, safety, comfort or what I refer to as sanctuary.  

The other part of me thrills at the idea of high adventure and huge drama.  

Part of me is very introverted and sensitive and shy and quiet.  More of an observer.

Part of me is very dynamic, gregarious, charismatic and outgoing and bold.  More of a thrill seeker.

Part of me is soothed by routine and thrives on structure.  

Part of me craves complete freedom of movement as I desire.

This is the plight of my life-to combine these two parts of myself (and others) in a way that each part is nourished.  Both of these sides of my nature are extremely strong and have, up until now, been in fierce competition-with the structural side of me on the top while being sabotaged intermittently by the sneaky rebel.

Integration is the key and yet I cannot forget respect, honor and grace...integrity.  This can be a beautiful dance if I but learn how best to balance these two forces within.  I do that by complete acknowledgement of and acceptance of every aspect of who I am. 


I think that's called loving myself.

Mission Accomplished!


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 http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/integrity/